vvvebry

Hello dear friends and fellow bloggers, long long looong time no see. And I'm really sorry that I've been abandoning this blog since, uhm, almost three month you can say *sweatdropped*. Well, I have a new live to adapt with. Welcome college student! No more tight school schedules, no more uniforms, no more High School and I'm starting to miss it. I miss Cendana. Who wouldnt miss this institute if you were there for.. 12 years!

Back to the topic then. I must say adjusting myself with this super metropolitan city is hard. Especially with pollutions; air pollution, sound pollution, even light pollution. Heavy smokers everywhere. I could recall my time in Pekanbaru that I haver never had any problem with nosebleed, but here, I have already got nosebleeds twice. I've never had pimples this much in Pekanbaru when they couldn't stop bothering my face here in Jakarta. Seriously, this city needs serious treatment. *sigh*

Also, it's hard to find economically clean food here, which had brought me to hospital due to intestine infection. Lying there for a week surely wasn't a pleasant memory for me, not only because I had to suffer there alone (for a day only tho, my dad went straight to Jakarta after I told him, my mom and my sist came a day after :D ), but also I missed my lectures in College (wait, isn't this a pleasant memory? lol). Oh dear Jeckardah.

Being an outsider, with my local accent and language are still freshly lingering in my head, has made me a weird girl lol. Some of my new friends here even tried to imitate my accent, which is weird for me to hear them talking with that accent because yeah, It just doesn't suit them.

And the most important thing about being a new comer is, discovering new places! Seriously, in less than 2 months I have gone to every places. I'm doing it all by my self and I love travelling alone. I mean, if you aren't bringing any companions, you don't have to ask them where to go, just go with the flow. You don't have to worry if they're bored or hungry or whatever. Just yourself. I only invited my friends if I wanted to.

By the way, I just purchased myself a Mini Diana! w00t! At last, man. I've been admiring this since it was first published and finally I could buy it now. Too bad they aren't selling this with the flash tho. Can't wait for the first roll omg I'm getting excited! (nah, that's too much) lol.

Haven't seen my photographs since ages? prepare for this! :D

*I know, I know. this is such a boring post and you might find it confusing to read. My writing skill is rusty:| My Grammar? Oh God this post may have grammar error so laamee.

*And don't friggin forget to feed this with comments! ha-ha jk, you're free to do or not to do it :D

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, by vvvebry

chitchatshit

New Perspective

This is my nth attempts to write a new post just so you know. I am stuck, I don't know what to write. But it's not like I'm losing my interest in writing--oh well if I had one. Sometime the sudden urge to type words in this dear blog eagers me to write a new post. But in the middle of my writing I suddenly feel lost-lost in my vocabs and inspirations. *exhale*

Enough blabbering, How are you guys? How's your life so far? eh, me? If you say so, I'll gladly share my stories to you! *flattering myself* *cough* well, I'm fine, fine enough to spend my time slacking around without any inspirations. No recent shots, drawings, just slacking around.

I have moved to Jakarta to (desperately) continue my studies in Trisakti University, since I wasn't accepted in Universities I want, ITB.

"It was a missed opportunity, but there will always be a next time." - Virender Sehwag

Yes, next time. There will always be next time. I'm going to try again to pursue my dream in ITB, since I am so--What? Selfish? Simple minded? I don't know, It's just that I'm really serious when I said that I want to study in ITB. I don't care if people say, "you'll waste your age, your life." It's fine, right? I mean, It's worth it. To spend your time--your age to study, to learn. (IMHO) But I'll only try once more. If I am not accepted again, then I'm sure that God wants me to finish my degrees in Trisakti.

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Trivial section!

I lost my phone once. Have I told you that? I lost my phone in one of Bandung public transportation, angkot, if I'm not mistaken, It was only three days after I moved there. I was terribly sad, of course! A lot of contacts stored there and precious memories three years in High School, just vanished. *sobs* When I first lost my cellphone, I dialed it to death with my friend's cellphone. No response, rejected, and inactivated. It's gone. I got the replacement though, 2 months later, a Blackberry. It's really convenient, isn't it? (norak mode: on) LOL

I still don't have any chance for some photo shoots, I'm really craving for it. I only took some useless craps of my self. I need a model, by any chance!

Recently, I suddenly have become an anime freak. Downloading it all like there's no tomorrow. That was the first time I knew La Corda D'oro. And because of that, I really want to learn violin oh my God. You can say that I'm a really easy-influenced person. But it's been a month since i knew that anime and I still have that desire. A new record. I really wish I would be able to buy a violin and get a proper lesson.

My second roll of Octopus is finished. But I still didn't have any chance to bring it to the scan lab, not to mention that I forgot my Flash disk. So, soon it will be!

Our long awaited high school year book's finally done! I'm really glad that our work is now presentable to everyone, after those secret-dirty-complicated situations between us (committee), the studio, and err--one-of-a-kind school official. *slaps in face*

About the post title, well it's just one of Panic at the Disco song title, since I don't have any idea about what should it be anyway. If you (accidentally) found any correlation between them or not, so let them be! *smirk*

What else could it be? So I guess it's the end of my post. Sorry for posting without any pictures, you know that I desperately want to. Sorry for any grammar mistakes :D

Care to share what's on your mind? Just drop some comments below, thanks and Ciao!

Happy Fasting everyone!

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, by vvvebry

chitchatshit

Frustrating

Frustrating. That word fits me, my condition. Why? Since I failed on my first ITB entrance exam, I was depressed. I was like, "OMFG, why the hell this shit happened to me?" or "Oh my, why those people are lucky but I'm not?" I hated my self even more. I kept on questioning myself, "am I that stupid?" Well, whatever, I had to continue my life. I packed my suitcase and went to Bandung because I heard that some of Cendana's student who didnt past the first test last year studied in a "Bimbingan Belajar" called Sony Su*gema College, then they passed the second test. Wanting to try my luck again, so I signed in there.

First days in Bandung really gave different atmosphere. Nice breeze, which I like the most (unlike in Pekanbaru). That was the first time I fell head over heels with Bandung. Wow I really love Bandung! The most exciting part is, I have my own place, a small "studio apartment" to live in. I have my own everything! It was weird at the first time. I feel scared but excited, silly but glad.

Continuing the main topic (well I am too excited to tell you guys about my first time being a "Studio apartment people" -whadda strange name -_-), I kept on studying every time. Replaying and improving my basic math lessons, Praying to God, etc etc. I also met new friends! Bandung people sure are friendly and nice.

It's been a month since I moved to Bandung, time really goes fast. I have had my second yet last chance to enter ITB. Yes, the Second Entrance exam of ITB. I've done my best. Now all I need to do is keep on praying. ITB will announce the result on June 10th. It really is frustrating for me waiting for the result. Frustrating. Frustrating. God please give me what I've been wanting for years, STEI ITB. Amin.

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It's time for the pictures' time! By the way, I bought a new Toy camera, at last! I really want the Lomos, but my wallet can't afford it. (Next time, Vebry) So, Welcome Yellow Octopus!

and here is my first roll scanlations. What do ya think? ;)

have a nice day, all!

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ps:

I dont know the exact phrase of "Bimbingan Belajar". Well, it's a place where we reviewed our lesson at school, but it isnt same as a regular course, by the way. Im sorry!

STEI ITB stands for Sekolah Tinggi Elektro dan Informatica, or known in English as School of Electrical Engineering and Informatics.

Again, sorry for my bad English (in case i made a mistake in grammar or somthin) Pardon me, I'm still a learnie :)